Sunday, December 05, 2010

Second Hand Coat, by Ruth Stone

I feel
in her pockets; she wore nice cotton gloves,
kept a handkerchief box, washed her undies,
ate at the Holiday Inn, had a basement freezer,
belonged to a bridge club.
I think when I wake in the morning
that I have turned into her.
She hangs in the hall downstairs,
a shadow with pulled threads.
I slip her over my arms, skin of a matron.
Where are you?  I say to myself, to the orphaned body,
and her coat says,
Get your purse, have you got your keys?



Was reading Literature: An Introduction to Fiction, Poetry, And Drama, 6th Edition
I came upon the poem above and it inspired this:

I'd gone up to the attic in order
to fetch a string of Christmas lights.
Nearing dusk, the slanted shadows
barred the glare of December sun.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw
my first wedding gown.
Summer white, Laura Ashley long, it hung
over the mannequin an exhausted tulip,
so unlike the crisp oxford that was
my uniform, post-divorce: boxy, untucked
over men's tan chinos - very wisened, I'm afraid.

I found the box of white lights at the foot of a stuffed tyger.
We weaved them into the garland on the mantel over the fire.

I didn't mention the dress to Mother; her heart had broken harder
when he left me than my own - strange to find such sober figures
while looking for holiday cheer.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Enjoyed your poem - had googled second hand coat and stumbled upon your blog. Sent it to my sister who still stings from her divorce

The Dandelion Tamer said...

Glad you like it. Thanks for your kind words. Wish your sister well.

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